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“Just Worship Me”

That’s what I heard that morning.

It wasn’t about journaling or reading or studying, or even praying. It was a time HE wanted me JUST to commune with Him through worship.

Worship, takes my focus off of me and my stuff, or others and their stuff. Worship takes my focus back to Him, and into His Presence. 

In His Presence – everything is seen differently, or fades away – unimportant. Rest is found, Clarity is given, Peace is restored. 

Sometimes, we just need to STOP, Drop and Worship; and watch the rest come into alignment as we become realigned. Sometimes, 5 minutes, is all we need to turn everything around, from chaos to sanity…  

‘The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want.

He makes me to lie down in green pastures

and leads me beside the still waters,

He restores my soul.” 

Psalm 23:1-3:a



That sure was quick.  About this time 1 week ago I was climbing into my own bed after a very long day of travel, a stop on the way from the airport, a bit of dinner and hello to the young-ins.

1 week at home already.  After 3 months of a whirlwind of preparations, 25 days just came and went, way too quickly.

There is still much for me to process; still collecting my thoughts. I still have a project to work on for down there, which thanks to technologies I can actually do from here. But… thanks to those technologies, I see the photos, and have already had contact with a few of the young people there, and oooooooh I just really miss them already.

This trip was different than the others. There was more time to connect, and become a part of something. Not just the ministries, but the flow of life there. It’s amazing just how quickly we humans can adapt to our surroundings and weave ourselves into the fabric.

Disengaging – not so easy. Oh, so not easy, or even desirable, though necessary. Oddly enough, try as I did to ‘let go’, the longer this week has gone, the more I’m missing everyone, and the routines and flows of the days. Just taking walks into the market on any given day could be an adventure.

But now, especially since Thanksgiving is over and the left overs are about gone, it really is time to re-engage here. But nothing seems normal, nor is there really a desire for it to be. Sometimes the change of perspective is good, and we don’t want to lose it – it’s like losing a part of yourself that is new and precious. Don’t want to return to the same old, same old. What would be the point then?

It really does sound like a cliche, but we go on these trips with every intention of being a blessing, just to come back with so much more than we ever took with us to begin with…

I just re-read my last post, just to see where I left things last.

Well! I can tell you that since I wrote that, it’s been a whirlwind!!

I had my meeting early this week. Actually to back track, I think it started with church on Sunday… all weekend we watched as God turned so much around for many of us. I left church on such a high! Then I met with Danielle on Monday while my daughter was at work. OH MY! How fast 4 hours can just fly by!!

We connected more, though we didn’t get a whole lot of work done, but with her input and brainstorming, we got the calendar done. She’s more organized than I am. I’m more the go with the flow person – come to think of it, I had to learn that! Drives some people nuts! But, anyhow, we get along well, and she has picked up the vision, has a better understanding of Mateo 5:16 and their ministry and what they’ve been through to get them where they are now. Because of this, she’s also entered into the vision and is willing and able to dream with me, not just go along with my heart’s desire. COOL!

Well I’ve got to tell you, we might not have gotten a lot of work done that day, but the loads that we’ve accomplished since then is crazy! So, since you’ve come along on the journey here’s the low-down.

I took the calendar home to make a good copy for Pastor, with the intention to hand in the next day, which didn’t occur till Thursday. Danielle in the mean time, began looking for a bit of info needed, and worked up our information sheet. When I was done with the calendar, I began work on an application/personal information packet. We got a meeting set up with the pastor on Thursday, gave him the calendar – which we went through and answered his questions. We had already placed a few fundraisers dates and ideas on the calendar as well as my return date which is different than the team’s.

Ha! We also handed him both the info packet and the application for his input and approval and the request to present on SUNDAY! Because time is running out, we need to get a team in place quick! We got the go ahead nod for both the presentation and moving forward. So, now we’ve been working on being ready for tomorrow, including document revisions and copies made, and a last moment thought of Date’s list to include in the info packet done and sent in time to be printed. I plotted out the video while trying to go back to sleep early yesterday am, then got up to get it on paper so I wouldn’t have to start completely over.

I pulled up a video ‘producing’ site which my daughter had introduced me to which we had used for the last trips and paid a small fee to start using it. You can do a 30 sec for free, but yikes, that was not going to work this time! I was not going to start working on this part until I had gotten some home tasks accomplished, but once on a creative roll.. it’s hard to pull back. I will be getting back to the video in a bit after I do those few demanding tasks. I just wanted to fill ya’ll in, since I’ve not had the time or energy left to do so before this!

This really is only a brief overview. It by far does not cover all the little and not so little decisions that were made along the way, nor the research that was needed to go into making those decisions. Taking a team on a mission into another country is not a light or easy undertaking! I think that’s why I was avoiding it as much as possible. But here we are, with the constant reminder, that if it’s too big for you, it’s probably God – cause we need HIM to pull it off. And He is! There’s been crazy favor all week, and hurdles blown through.

And as icing on the cake, this is the verse that has been popping up every where all week… Hebrews 11:1 KJV – Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. I just saw this version from the NLT… I think it goes well with what the Lord has been showing me recently…

Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see.

Well, I must get back to work! I still have much to do before tomorrow morning, when the ‘race’ officially begins. I think I’m beginning to understand just how a race horse feels… it must feel like forever in that gate until the gun goes off and he’s let out to run like the wind…

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